Proper 25, Year A, 2008

October 26, 2008 / Sarah / Leave a comment

I have a bone to pick with this congregation.

I leave for two short weeks and you go ahead and finish the book of Exodus without me? What am I, chopped liver?

I guess I can’t expect the lectionary to stop when I take a Sunday off, but I will tell you that I did not expect the lectionary to whip through Exodus so quickly. I think somewhere the Israelites are irritated, too. “We wandered 40 years in the wilderness so you people could cover it for nine measly weeks??? Sheesh.”

We have learned how the Israelites ended up in Egypt. We have seen Moses’ ascendancy as reluctant leader. We have quaked with the Israelites as God appears to them on the mountain and gives Moses’ the Ten Commandments. While I was gone, you learned about the fickleness of the Israelites when the formed to Golden Calf, and then last week you read about the breathtaking story where God reveals himself to Moses in a moment of unrivaled intimacy.

For nine weeks we’ve been journeying with the Israelites as they escape from the Egyptians and flee towards the Promised Land, so the culmination of that story must be when Moses, Aaron and Miriam cross triumphantly into Canaan singing songs of victory, right?

Unfortunately, for them, no.

Today we find ourselves in the book of Deuteronomy at Moses’ very dramatic death scene. The book of Deuteronomy is framed as a farewell address Moses makes to the Israelites. The language in Deuteronomy is extremely dramatic and verbose. If Exodus is the travel journal someone kept, Deuteronomy is Moses’ campaign stump speech. The final scene in Deuteronomy is the death scene of Moses. God takes Moses up on a mountain, and has him look over all the land he promised to Abraham and Moses’ other ancestors. God shows Moses “Gilead as far as Dan, all Naphtali, the land of Ephraim and Manasseh, all the land of Judah as far as the Western Sea, the Negeb, and the Plain” Then God says, “I have let you see it, but I will not let you cross over there.” Moses dies and is buried on that mountain.

Ouch.

Moses has invested decades of his life in following God and leading the Israelites and he doesn’t even get to triumphantly enter the Promised Land? That doesn’t seem very fair.

And even more annoying than Moses not getting to go into the Promised Land is that this young upstart, Joshua, is going to get to go. Joshua was a military scout that Moses used to scope out this land and now military leadership of Israel will pass to THIS fresh faced newbie? Where was Joshua when the bush burned? Where was Joshua when Moses was confronting Pharaoh? Where was Joshua when the Red Sea parted? He probably wasn’t even BORN yet.

I can’t help but think of this passage when I look at our election. I think about all the work Susan B. Anthony and Elizabeth Cady Stanton put into women’s rights. They spent their adult lives dedicated to educating the country about the importance of giving the vote to women. Yet both died more than a decade before women got the right to vote.

I think of Frederick Douglass, Robert Purvis, and James Forten who also used the power of education and rhetoric to persuade Americans that slavery needed to be abolished. They showed 19th century Americans that those of African descent were just as bright and articulate as those of European descent. And while Douglass and Purvis were able to vote, Forten died before the 15th Amendment was passed.

As we all know, though, their stories are not tragic. In fact, these are the American heroes our children study in school. They are heroic, not tragic, because the work they invested in this country was not meaningless-it had a powerful impact on millions of women and African Americans that would come years later. Their work made it possible for Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton and Sarah Palin to run for the highest offices in our government. The hard work of the suffragists and abolitionists laid the foundation for years of progress and change.

And the work Moses did was also heroic-he enabled the Israelites to go from being slaves in Egypt to being a nation of their own right. When he was told he would not enter the Promised Land he did not whine or fuss. He just looked out over the view and let go.

We have the chance to be heroic, too!

Whether we are aware of it or not, we enjoy the hard work of generations before us every Sunday. Our beautiful organ was purchased after we received a generous gift from the estate of a woman named Patricia Stuart. We were able to renovate the nursery and pre-K classroom because of generous pledges and their careful stewardship by our vestry. Molly, who we baptize today [at the 11:00 service] is here because of that investment and the families it attracted. We have a church full of incredible leadership and energy because when you were children someone invested in you and taught you what it meant to be a contributing member of a church. We are a hospitable church because ten years ago the leaders of Emmanuel made a decision to be a welcoming place for those who moved into the many new developments being built in Crozet. I am lucky enough to be employed here because of your generosity and your commitment to giving the children of this place a priest focused on their education and development.

Stewardship season is not my favorite time of the church year. Talking about money automatically makes us all feel a little uncomfortable, especially when many of us have recently lost twenty-five percent of our savings! But stewardship is a time for us to tap into our inner hero! We choose to invest in this place even if we don’t see immediate benefits. We choose to invest in this place because when we do, we prepare a way for our children and their children. We invest in Emmanuel because we know that God will take our investment and transform it into doing His work in our community. Your investment will help us preach the Gospel, feed the poor, heal the wounded and nourish the faithful for years to come.

If you’re lucky, you may even live long enough to see some of the results of your investment. But just remember, even if you’re stuck with Moses on the mountaintop, looking over all that which might have been, God is still at work and will be at work in this place for years to come, thanks to heroes like you.

Proper 22, Year A, 2008

October 5, 2008 / Sarah / 1 Comment

My best friend in town, whose name is also Sarah, has an 18 month old daughter named Anna. For the first 17 months of her daughter’s life, Sarah lived next door to me. Now, as you all know, I am crazy about babies, but the truth is that I don’t know much about raising them! My expertise in babies is more in cooing and cuddling than anything practical. Professionally, Sarah is a supervisor of Head Start preschool teachers, so she knows a thing or two about raising young children. Well, I was shocked when my neighbor Sarah began teaching Anna boundaries before Anna could even crawl! As soon as Anna began reaching for outlets and power cords from her stroller, Sarah would tell her, “No touch!” After a couple weeks of this kind of instruction, this tiny baby, who could neither talk nor walk, would withdraw her hand if you told her, “No touch!” And now that Anna is 18 months old, and is an incredibly fast runner and inexhaustibly curious, when Anna starts running into the street or towards something dangerous, all Sarah has to do is shout “STOP!” and Anna stops. Watching this is like watching a miracle. Sure, Anna tests Sarah’s boundaries, but because she has those very clear limits given to her by parents that love her, she is a happy, well mannered toddler. In fact, Anna is already learning how to say please and thank you. I’m telling you-miracle.

In a lot of ways, at this point in Exodus, Israel is like a big baby. Israel was born into a nation when it crossed the Red Sea. The last couple of weeks we have seen how soon after that, just like a baby, Israel began whining, “Are we there yet? I’m hungry! I wanna go home! This trip is stupid!” Well, like a big whiny baby, Israel also needed boundaries. They knew God had saved them and they knew they were now a nation, but they had no idea what any of that meant!

God gives the Israelites the Decalogue-another word for the Ten Commandments–as a set of boundaries for how they should live their lives together. He covenants with them by giving them the gift of rules. I’m sure they were thrilled. (Yay! . . .rules?)

The first four commandments are specifically about how to be in relationship with God.

First, God helps the Israelites by explaining who is giving these commandments. He tells them that “I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the house of slavery. Remember, that in these days there was the belief that many gods ruled the heavens. Here, God is telling them that the God who is speaking, is the same God who freed them from Egypt. He goes on to tell the Israelites that they should worship only Him. For this new nation, there will be only one, all-powerful God, not the many small gods that made up other religions. In our imperfect analogy, God is the parent, the only parent and God knows what is best for Israel.

The next commandment is about the danger of setting limits on the Israelites’ understanding of God. Immediately after identifying himself, God instructs the Israelites not to make any idols of his image. God knows that the Israelites will be uncomfortable with worshiping such an abstract God, but he doesn’t want them to be limited in their idea of who He is and what He can do.

Next, God tells them not to use his name in vain. While we think of this in terms of curse words, what it actually means is not to make a vow or promise using God’s name that you do not intend to keep. Do not use God’s name lightly.

Finally, God commands the Israelites to take one day of the week, to rest from all labor, and worship God. Part of being a nation governed by God, is reflecting God’s own pattern of work and rest that has been passed down in the Creation story.

Once these four boundaries are set, defining what it means to be a people of God, and how that people should relate to God, God then goes on to give Israel boundaries for how to live with each other. Honor your parents, don’t murder, don’t commit adultery, don’t steal, don’t lie about your neighbor, don’t covet.

They are pretty basic rules, right? These rules give a framework of safety to Israel’s society. If everyone follows the rules, then members of society can trust each other and a society can progress rather than falling into chaos.

I’ve got to say, preparing a sermon about the Ten Commandment in light of the Presidential Race and financial bailout arguments has felt very ironic.

Adultery? Check.
Lying? Check.
Coveting? Definitely.
Stealing? Possibly.

If I understand the news about the financial crisis correctly, we are in this financial pinch precisely because there were not boundaries, or lenders ignored the boundaries that were there. We are here because lenders lent money to people who could not pay them back. We are here because people lied about the amount of money they made or lenders just did not check. We are here because people want to live in a bigger house, a house more like their neighbor’s. We are here because we, like the Israelites are still people who need boundaries.

While we are made in God’s image, we can also be greedy and covetous. And, of course, it is not just “them”-those Wall Street brokers, bankers and Congressmen who are the problem. We all suffer from the same set of problems. The problems of our government reflect the problems of our culture, and vice versa.

In a recent article, pastor Jim Wallis called for culpable financial managers and members of Congress to repent, but then he wrote this:

As for the rest of us, perhaps we could also reflect on our need for repentance.

For being seduced into lifestyles beyond our means and contrary to our religious traditions of simplicity and stewardship.

For living on far too much credit, rather than living within our limits.

For sometimes putting economic values ahead of family values.

For letting the relentless assault of advertising and a culture of consumption to seed in us the sin of covetousness.

For valuing our lives too much by the cultural values of worth, instead of by the values of the kingdom of God.

And maybe this financial crisis is a gift. Maybe it is God’s way of yelling “Stop!” while his people run enthusiastically towards a street of oncoming traffic. Maybe this crisis will remind us that the Ten Commandments were given to us for our own good. They may feel old and dusty, but because they address the human condition, they are as relevant for America today as they were for Israel thousands of years ago.

The Ten Commandments are boundaries that orient us to what is good and healthful and holy. They rein us in from our worst impulses and give us a framework to live together in a constructive and productive way. They remind us that we are not alone, but that God created us and guides us.

The allure of making a quick buck, or having a nicer house than we can really afford, can seem really exciting and fun at the time. Ultimately, however, what gives us deep satisfaction is not what we own, but how we live our lives. Are we persons of integrity, and kindness and wisdom? Do we reach out to those in need? Are we honest with ourselves and others even when it is difficult? Our dignity as human beings comes from these kind of questions, not how much money we have or whether our house is as nice as our friend’s house.

God wanted the Israelites to grow up and be a dignified, holy, mature people. He wants that for us, too. And we are in a better position even than the Israelites. We have not only the Ten Commandments, but also infinite chances to ask forgiveness and start over through Christ’s death and resurrection. We also have the gift of the Holy Spirit, who will help give us the strength and discipline to actually follow the Ten Commandments, rather than just feeling oppressed by them.

As dour and somber as the phrase “Ten Commandments” can sound, these boundaries are actually a great gift to us. A gift that helps us to know how to be together as God’s people and helps make our life together full of integrity.

Proper 19, Year A, 2008

September 14, 2008 / Sarah / 1 Comment

Preaching this passage just doesn’t feel right without Charlton Heston here to don a long wig, robe and staff and say something really commanding. For better or for worse, the images from 1956 movie Ten Commandments burn in our minds as our primary images from Exodus. To us, the parting of the Red Sea is a really fantastic use of special effects and drama.

But to the Israelites who followed Moses, and the Egyptians who lost their lives, the parting of the Red Sea is much, much more.

After experiencing horrible plagues via the hand of God, Pharaoh has finally had enough, and allows Moses to the lead the Israelites out of Egypt.

Rather than taking the Israelites through a direct, coastal route out of Egypt, God commands them to go out by way of the Red Sea, which makes no sense tactically. But Moses obeys God, and the people follow Moses, so they set out in the dark night and trudge through the swampy wilderness surrounding the sea.

Once again, the Pharaoh’s heart gets hardened and instead of letting the Israelites go, he sends all the chariots at his command after Moses and his followers. The Pharaoh scoffs at the Israelites, since he thinks they are wandering aimlessly right into a position where they will be trapped between the water and the Egyptians.

But, of course, the Israelites are not really trapped, because Moses stretches out his arm and God sets a strong east wind blowing, and soon the Red Sea parts and dry land appears. The Israelites scoot across, but when the Egyptians follow they are drowned.

One can argue that this moment, as the Israelites move through the waters, is when Israel is formed as a nation. So, for the Israelites, the parting of the Red Sea is a birth narrative. Moses’ birth narrative begins when his basket is placed on the river by his mother. Israel’s birth narrative begins with waters parting. Their self-identity shifts as they realize what it means to have a covenant established between God and a people. The people of Israel begin to realize that this God not only has chosen them, but will guide and protect them from harm, as well. With their collective backs against a wall, only God’s intervention could have saved them-and that intervention did save them and in a spectacular way they could never forget.

And all of that is wonderful, but I can’t help wonder-what about all those dead Egyptian soldiers? The liberation of the Israelites leaves us feeling ambivalent-we’re excited for the Israelites, but uneasy about the slaughter that was involved in freeing them. For that matter, what about all the dead first-born Egyptian babies after the final plague? Why does God need to show his power through such bloody means? This may be Israel’s birth narrative, but when a nation is born, enemies are born, too. From here on out, the nation of Israel will be in conflict with its neighbors as they take turns invading each other’s land and killing each other en masse.

The Israelites did not invent this idea of nationhood or warfare, but neither does God call them to transcend their ideas about what it means to be a nation in the sense that any nation with undefined borders has built-in enemies.

Thankfully, thousands of years after this bloodshed, God will give us another birth narrative-this time of a boy born in a stable. This boy will grow up and explain that God wants to reconcile all people to himself, not just one nation. Throughout his ministry Jesus will come to realize that his mission is not just for Jewish people, but for all people.

After his death, his followers, people like Paul and Peter, will have dreams, visions and experiences that lead them to invite people who are not like them-who are not circumcised, who come from a variety of cities and countries, who have different skin tones-to join this new community of believers. These new believers will even have their own birth narratives as they each go through the waters of Baptism and come out safely on the other side, sins forgiven, members of the Christian church. These new believers will have new primary identities-not as members of a nation, but members of a church.

And you’d think, that two thousand years after this miraculous event all humans would be able to engage with one another as beloved children of the one true God, but I guess that’s just too good to be true! We are still wrapped up in our idea of nationhood, our nations are what define us and even within our own nation, we use religion to partition ourselves into even smaller competing factions.

Last week, Matt and I were watching an episode of The Onion News Network. These three minute clips are parodies of news channels like CNN. The episode we were watching was about hurricanes. The fake meteorologist was talking about a fake hurricane that was headed right for the Texas-Mexico border. However, instead of calling it Mexico, he just kept saying, “Hopefully this hurricane will hit this landmass here instead of Texas.” It was a funny commentary about how we don’t pay enough attention to natural disasters in other parts of the world.

I did not think much about it until the following Monday. I was at the gym, watching The Today Show and the guest meteorologist was talking about Hurricane Ike, which as we know has devastated the Texas and Louisiana coastlines. On Monday, however, no one knew exactly where Ike would hit. The meteorologist indicated that the hurricane was going to hit Cuba at full force. He said this fact as if it was wonderful, exciting news. He explained that when a hurricane hits land it is like a top spinning on sandpaper-the whole hurricane weakens. The hurricane hitting Cuba would weaken in for the United States. He did not mention the hurricane’s devastation of Haiti or seem at all concerned about the people who live in Cuba! Cuba was treated like a really handy, large sand bar off the coast of Florida.

Now, whatever political differences we have with Cuba, what does it say about us as a culture if we cannot recognize the humanity of people who face the same threat of natural disaster that we do? Who have we become?

I must say, I was relieved when I went to the webpage of the Episcopal Life newspaper and found a large amount of coverage of how the hurricane affected Cuba, Haiti, even Hispaniola, which I had to look up on a map! Even in our world where nations are pitted against nations, the church can provide a bridge between nations. When we become Christians, we become part of a borderless community of those that follow Christ. When we become Christians we become aligned not only with other believers but with all those whom God wants us to help. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if when a person is baptized, they were also automatically issued a passport?

That may not happen, but we can take our responsibilities as citizens of the world seriously. We can pay attention to world news. We can make pen pals or support someone in need in another country. We can pray for a church that is not our own. We can go on mission trips and immerse ourselves in another culture. We can send money for relief aid not only for Houston, but also for Havana.

And together, we can celebrate the fact that the liberation of the Israelites was just the beginning of the liberation God had planned for us, that one day he would send his Son to liberate us not just from political powers that repressed us, but our own sin and limitations. Whether American, Cuban, Iraqi or Chinese, Christ came for all of us and offers us the same grace and forgiveness. Thanks be to God.

You can donate toward hurricane relief at Episcopal Relief and Development.

Proper 16, Year A, 2008

August 24, 2008 / Sarah / 3 Comments

Welcome to Exodus! Where Genesis is about God’s creating the world and then covenanting with a particular people, Exodus is about the liberation of that people after they become enslaved by the Egyptians. Exodus also follows the Israelites’ subsequent search for the land promised to them by God. In our passage today, we find out how five women who did not even know each other, managed to save the tiny child who would go on to triumphantly lead the Israelites out of Egypt.

About a month ago, I realized that the lectionary was transitioning into Exodus. I am embarrassed to admit it, but before I began working on the series of sermons about Joseph, I could not, for the life of me, remember how the Israelites ended up slaves in Egypt! My Old Testament professors are somewhere shaking their heads in disappointment. I am very grateful to the author of Exodus for tying the end of Joseph’s story to the beginning of Moses’ story. The author reminds us that Joseph’s brothers came to live in Egypt with him. Over the years, they had children, and their children had children and before you know it, Jacob’s children were not just a family, they were a tribe-the Israelites. Remember, that Jacob’s name was changed to Israel after he wrestled with the angel.

God’s promise to Abraham is coming true-his descendants are multiplying. There are not yet as many descendants as stars in the sky, but his family is getting there. But as we’ve seen over and over again in history, when a minority group grows more numerous in any given culture, they become a perceived threat by the powers that be.

In this case, the man in power is a king, Pharaoh, who has forgotten the important role that Joseph had in saving Egypt from famine.

At first, this king enslaves the Israelites and forces them into hard physical labor. But this did not stop the Israelites. The text reads,

“But the more they were oppressed, the more they multiplied and spread, so that the Egyptians came to dread the Israelites.”

In his translation of the Pentateuch, Robert Alter points out that the imagery here is that of swarming. The Israelites are industrious, even when oppressed, and they keep having babies, which makes the Egyptians very nervous. So, the king develops a devious plan.

Pharaoh pulls aside the two head midwives and instructs them to kill all boys born to Israelites.

If all Israelite boys are killed, then the people would not be able to reproduce, but the king could still have Israelite girls and women to do his bidding, at least for a generation.

But what the king does not count for is the brilliance, nurturing spirit and outright trickery of women empowered to do the work of God.

The first women that rallied to save Moses did not even know Moses existed. The two midwives, Shiphrah and Puah, smile and nod before the king, agree to kill the male babies, and then leave his office and continue to do their job as they have always done it. We are taught in Sunday School to always tell the truth, but here Shiphrah and Puah lie heroically and gloriously in order to save the Israelite children. When the king asks why they have not done as he instructed them, they completely play to his ignorance and stereotypes about the Hebrew women and tell him that they are like animals and don’t even need midwives when they give birth.

These midwives remind us that morality is complicated. Most of the time it is wrong to lie, but if you’ve got Anne Frank in your attic, or Rwandan refugees in your hotel, or escaped slaves in your basement, suddenly it becomes your moral duty to lie your head off.

The midwives’ trickery keeps the Israelite children safe for a time, but the Pharaoh will not be stopped. He invites the people of Egypt to participate in genocide-to kill every Hebrew boy they see. We have seen enough genocide in our lifetime: in Sudan, Rwanda, the former Yugoslavia and for some of you in Russia and Europe to have some sense of how terrifying this must have been.

The narrative lens focuses now and we go from fearing for all the Israelite babies to fearing for a particular baby, Moses, born of the tribe of Levi.

Luckily, this is a boy with a very courageous mother and a very creative sister. Mama Moses was able to nurse her baby for three months and keep him hidden, but she needed to do something drastic before Moses began to roll over or heaven forbid, crawl! There is no hiding a crawling baby. There is no one she can give him to where he will be safe, but there was a small chance he could be found by someone, someone who did not know his ethnic background, and that they would take him in and raise him safely.

So, Mama Moses puts her baby in a basket, waterproofs the basket, says her prayers and sends him on his way. His sister, Miriam, has a little less trust in the universe and keeps her eye on her baby brother. She follows him along the riverbank until he is rescued by who else but Pharaoh’s daughter! Pharaoh’s daughter is no fool. She immediately identifies the baby as a little Hebrew refugee, but that does not stop her heart from going out to him.

If Pharaoh was not such a murderous dictator, I could almost feel sorry for him. He is the man with the most power for hundreds of miles around, and yet, lowly women, Hebrew women, even his own daughter are aligned against him all to preserve the life of a child.

In a wonderful twist, Miriam thinks quickly, and persuades Pharaoh’s daughter to let her find a wet nurse for the baby. Miriam fetches her mother and so Moses’ mother gets to see her child grow, even if he is unaware of her identity. Again, lies abound, but they abound in such a way that Moses grows up safely, and not only safely but with a deep knowledge of how the powerful Pharaoh thinks and works-perfect for a man who will one day need to confront him.

The five women who help Moses are acting out of human kindness and maternal drive to save one kid. But in saving one kid, they are saving an entire nation! By defying authority and risking their own safety, and doing what they think is right, they are setting in motion events that will liberate the Israelites from their bondage and in turn creating a story that will give hope to every generation that has been in bondage, particularly American slaves.

Women-and men-are still in the business of rescuing children. Last year, on an episode of, Oprah, I heard about the story of Lysa and Art TerKeurst. Lisa and Art are the parents of three young girls. One day Lysa went with the girls to hear a choir of Liberian boys sing. After the performance, the audience learned that 12 of the 14 boys were orphaned and homeless after the recent war in their country. They also learned that there were hundreds of more children in the same situation in their home country. After the concert, Lysa had a long conversation with the boys and then called her husband. She says,

“I had to get in the car and call him on the cell phone and say something like, ‘Hi, honey. Do we need milk? And by the way, there are two teenage boys from the other side of the world now calling me Mom.'”

Sure enough, the TerKeurst family ended up adopting two of the boys, but that is not where the story ends. The TerKeursts live in North Carolina, and Lysa’s four best girlfriends were totally appalled by what seemed to be a spontaneous decision. After all, who in their right mind suddenly opens their homes to teenagers from an entirely different culture? Lysa invited her friends to a concert by the boys, and each one of her friends was so moved they each made the decision to adopt as well.

Yes, all five families now had taken in Liberian children.

And still, the story is not over. After all was said and done FOURTEEN families in this North Carolina community took in homeless Liberian children. They reached past their comfortable lifestyles, prejudices, and fear and opened their lives to the lives of others.

We don’t know what long term effect these adoptions may have on the boys, but we do know these families have given the children safety, security, education, love: all the tools they will need to make a difference in the world.

And they remind us to keep our eyes open, because we never know when we’ll have the same opportunity.

http://www.oprah.com/slideshow/oprahshow/oprahshow1_ss_20070129/6

Proper 15, Year A, 2008

August 17, 2008 / Sarah / Leave a comment

Here we are. We have arrived at the end of Genesis. Well, not the real end of Genesis, but we have gone as far as the lectionary is going to take us. I encourage you to go back and re-read Genesis in its entirety. The lectionary does not cover every story and has a particular habit of editing out sexy stories. The stories that are not covered by the lectionary are the juiciest, most interesting stories in the book!

And of course, a lot happens in Joseph’s life between last week’s reading-when he is thrown into a ditch-and this week’s reading.

When we last encountered Joseph, he was a victim of terrible violence by his brothers. We might come to today’s text expecting him to still be in that victim role, but instead he is an incredibly powerful figure, the right hand man of the Pharaoh. How did he get here?

Joseph’s story takes up several chapters in Genesis, but the nutshell is this: Joseph gets sold to a man named Potiphar in Egypt, earns his respect and ends up running his household. Potiphar’s wife keeps coming on to Joseph, which completely flusters him. Eventually she gets so frustrated that she accuses Joseph of rape even though he has always refused her advances and he is thrown into jail. However, his integrity is so strong that the warden of the jail ends up using Joseph to manage the prison. Two members of the Pharaoh’s court are thrown into jail and Joseph befriends them. They each have weird dreams, which Joseph interprets correctly. One of them gets killed, the other goes back to work for the Pharaoh. The Pharaoh has a weird dream. The former prisoner recommends Joseph and so Joseph is invited to meet with Pharaoh.

When Joseph and the Pharaoh meet, Joseph interprets Pharaoh’s dream to mean that Egypt will experience seven years of plenty and seven years of famine. He recommends to Pharaoh that a person be appointed to start saving food during the time of excess so it could be used during the famine. Pharaoh appoints Joseph to be that manager.

Joseph, a foreigner, who was thrown into a pit, has ascended to the highest levels of the Egyptian government. Time and time again, he has shown wisdom, integrity and competence so profound that no matter his position in life, those in power around him rely on his solid advice and management. Joseph, who could easily live his life with a victim’s mentality, instead makes the best of every situation he is given and is rewarded at every turn.

Now, Joseph is no saint. When his brothers come from Canaan hoping to buy food from the Egyptians, he does not reveal his identity right away. In fact, he sends them all the way back to Canaan to pick up Benjamin, his full-brother. He continues to toy with them for a while, even hiding a silver goblet in their bags and accusing them of stealing it, but eventually he reveals his identity and forgives his brothers.

Joseph is able to transcend a self-identity of victimhood because he sees God’s hand at work in the circumstances of his life. In our passage today, Joseph tells his brothers,

I am your brother, Joseph, whom you sold into Egypt. And now do not be distressed, or angry with yourselves, because you sold me here; for God sent me before you to preserve life. For the famine has been in the land these two years; and there are five more years in which there will be neither plowing nor harvest. God sent me before you to preserve for you a remnant on earth, and to keep alive for you many survivors. So it was not you who sent me here, but God.

Joseph is able to move past what his brothers have done to him because he has seen God’s work in his life.

And where Joseph is a victim from Canaan who trusts implicitly in God, in our Gospel reading today we have a victim from Canaan who teaches God something new!

The Canaanite woman in Matthew’s gospel is an outsider, just like Joseph was an outsider. She has three strikes against her: she is poor, she is not Jewish, and she is a woman. But her outsider status is not going to stop her. The Canaanite woman has a daughter tormented by a demon. While at first, the Canaanite woman adopts the posture of a victim-she pleads and begs and asks for mercy when Jesus dismisses her because she is not Jewish– she rises to the occasion in a spectacular way. Joseph transcended his victimhood by his great integrity. The Canaanite woman transcends her victimhood by standing up to Jesus and expanding his vision.

Up until this point, Jesus thinks he is being sent to the people with whom God has already made a covenant-the Hebrew or Jewish people. But then he encounters this woman who won’t take no for an answer.

This woman’s love for her child, and complete belief in Jesus’ ability to help her, helps Jesus understand that his mission on this earth was not just to reach out to the community with whom God had already covenanted, but also reach out to all people.

When Joseph and the Canaanite woman were able to look beyond their own hurt and face their circumstances with honesty and courage, they ended up not only helping themselves, but helping entire nations of people! While circumstances in their lives would have easily allowed them to define themselves as victims-they instead choose to turn the tables and use their circumstances for good.

Last Saturday, I had the pleasure of participating in the building of Region XV’s Habitat for Humanity house. Habitat creates a partnership between their staff, volunteers, and future owners of their homes to build affordable homes for people with low incomes. The person who is going to live in the home does 200 hours of physical labor on the home, as well as paying a down payment and affordable mortgage payments.

As you can imagine, I felt more than a little awkward standing on the open second story of a home trying to help frame a wall. Everyone around me seemed really strong and competent and I felt silly as construction phrases I did not understand flew between the different volunteers. I noticed one other woman who looked as out of place as I did and began a conversation with her. She was a very elegant woman in her forties or fifties with short dark hair, a stylish top and a quiet manner. Through conversation, I learned that she was going to be the owner of one of one of the homes on which we were working. I asked about her background and she told me calmly that she was a refugee from Afghanistan. She had been a schoolteacher and her husband had been a banker and when the Taliban took over, her husband, as an agent of the government, was murdered. She took her three children and fled to Pakistan and then moved to the United States. Her English is incredibly strong for someone who has only lived her a few years, but it is not good enough for her to teach, so she is a housekeeper at UVA.

What struck me most was how calmly she recounted her tale. I have heard more histrionics from fellow seminarians who did not get into a class they had hoped to take. Heck, I’ve heard more whining from myself when I’ve broken a wine glass!

I haven’t been able to get this woman out of my mind and so, as I was thinking about Joseph and the Canaanite woman, I’ve been thinking about her, as well.

I think, as a culture, we are very, very pampered. Yes, we still get hurt. We can experience great tragedy. We can be victimized. But, on the whole our lives are so much safer and healthier than anywhere else on the planet. And yet, we love putting ourselves in the role of victim. We love blaming a lack of success on a bad boss, or bad parents, or a bad high school experience. When a politician gets outed for having a scandalous affair, they paint themselves as victims of the press. There are entire morning television shows that are based on people screaming at each other about who has victimized whom the most.

And here we have a man thrown into a pit, a woman begging for her child’s life, and a woman whose life was shattered and they have nary a whine between them.

What do they know that we don’t? Maybe what they know is that we are more than what happens to us. We are persons who are made in the image of God and redeemed by the sacrifice of God himself. We are persons who have enormous power-the power of the Holy Spirit, the power of prayer, the power of community. That power is not just for our own use, but is to better the world around us-whether saving a community from famine; opening God’s grace to gentiles; or saving our children from a dangerous future.

We’ve seen that power in action as we’ve read about the patriarchs and matriarchs of Genesis and we’ll continue to see that power work as we move to the book of Exodus, which traces what happens to the Jewish people once they settle in Egypt.

Proper 14, Year A, 2008

August 10, 2008 / Sarah / Leave a comment

As we have been studying the family of Abraham over the last few months, you might have noticed a few patterns emerge.

All three generations of women struggled with barrenness and then were blessed with children.

All three patriarchs go on some kind of journey.

And, as we see in our passage today, every generation had serious problems with sibling rivalry.

Patterns like these are important to notice-both in Abraham’s family and in our own.

There is a movement within family counseling called Family Systems Theory. This theory argues that the behavior of people is just as motivated by their social systems-family, friends, work-as by any psychological problem and that the best way to treat a person’s problem is to examine the system in which they live. Often a problem that presents itself is actually a symptom of a larger problem in the family system itself. By examining patterns in your immediate family, and even patterns that presented themselves two, three, four generations back, a person can gain enormous insight into their current behavior and problems.

The identified patient is the person in a family about whom other family members are worried. Say, for example a teenager has become withdrawn and started drinking to excess. The teenager would be the identified patient. A family systems therapist would involve the entire family in counseling and it may very well turn out that the problem originates with parents who are fighting a lot and who, themselves, turn to alcohol as a release. Without treating the whole system, the problem would not be solved. Occasionally, this identified patient can also become the family’s scapegoat. Rather than seeing a family member’s behavior as a call to examine the system, the family blames the individual for all the family’s problems.

Since we are introduced to three generations of the Abrahamic family, they are a wonderful laboratory for us to explore family systems theory.

In today’s passage Joseph is definitely the scapegoat.

When we meet Joseph in this passage he is seventeen years old. Remember Joseph is the 11^th out of 12 brothers-and the firstborn of Rachel’s two children. The text reveals that Joseph is Jacob’s favorite son and that his brothers resent this about him.

Our lectionary conveniently leaves out the part of the story where Joseph really gets under his brothers’ skin. Joseph has a series of two dreams. Now, according to the text these are not dreams or a vision from God, just dreams. After the first dream, he rushes out to the field, where his brothers are all working their tails off and says something that sounds roughly like this:

“Hey! Hey you guys! Guess what? Wow, are you guys already up? Well, I’ve just been sleeping in a little and I had the craziest dream! I dreamt we were binding sheaves of wheat in the field and then YOUR sheaves of wheat started bending down to MY sheaves of wheat! Isn’t that funny!” Our identified patient has a serious case of enormous-ego-itis.

The brothers did not care for the image of deference in Joseph’s dream, and so did not appreciate him recounting another dream days later. This time the conversation went something like this: “Hey! Guess what? I had another crazy dream! This time the sun and the moon and eleven stars were bowing down to me? How about that?”

Oh, Joseph is pushing buttons right and left. Even his father, Jacob, gets annoyed and rebukes him.

A little while later, Jacob sends Joseph out to the field to check on the brothers who are tending the sheep (Remember Rachel’s nice sheep?) Now, the brothers are working hard and dressed appropriately. Joseph, on the other hand, is dressed to the nines, wearing the ornamented tunic his father has given him. This tunic is the visual symbol of how much more Jacob values Joseph than the other children. Imagine if your father gave your sibling a new BMW for college graduation, when you were given a set of suitcases. Joseph’s cloak makes his brothers feel terrible. Joseph’s cloak makes his brothers feel angry. Joseph’s cloak makes his brothers feel murderous.

And so, the brothers decide to rid themselves of this family scapegoat that, they think, has caused so many problems for them. Reuben, the responsible firstborn, convinces his brothers to throw Joseph, alive, into a pit, rather than killing him. And then, all of a sudden a group of Ishmaelites arrive and the brothers (or a group of Midianites–the editing is funny here) sell Joseph to them.

Now, who are the Ishmaelites?

The Ishmaelites are the descendents of Ishmael, who was exiled with his mother Hagar by Sarah, Joseph’s great-grandmother. So, Joseph is being exiled and sold to the family that was exiled from Joseph’s family three generations previously. See what I mean about family patterns being significant? The connections boggle the mind!

We have found another family pattern-that of exile. Ishmael and his mother are exiled, Jacob is sort of exiled and now Joseph is exiled.

This is a family that cannot deal with dissent and conflict in a healthy way. Instead of fighting matters face to face, this is a family that sends away the scapegoat, the “problem”. If Reuben had been even more concerned about what was going on in his family, and if they lived 4000 years later than they did, instead of compromising on selling his brother, he might have invited everyone to sit down with a family systems trained therapist and have the family look together at this pattern of exile. They might have gone out and interviewed members of Esau’s family and found out what their experiences of conflict had been like. They might have asked their dad how it felt to have to run away after stealing Esau’s birthright. They might have asked the living mothers-Leah and the two maids-what it was like to fight for the attentions of Jacob and ask them why Jacob seemed to favor Rachel so much.

And in the midst of those conversations, they might have come to understand all the factors that shaped their father’s choices and favoritism. They might have learned how Jacob’s betrayal of his brother haunted him every day until he and Esau reconciled. They might have realized that their problems were not Joseph’s fault, but a result of a long and complicated family history. They might have even included Joseph in on the conversation and hoped that the knowledge of his family’s history might humble him a bit.

In our own lives, if we want to understand why we keep dating the same kind of person, or why our parents never seemed to understand us, or why our little brother just can’t hold down a job, doing some investigative work with our family of origin may be extremely helpful.

All that family and emotional work is great for us, but good family connection and understanding just ruins a narrative! Where would the Sopranos have been if Tony had just sat down with his mother and worked out all their issues? What fun would Batman be if Bruce Wayne came to peace with his father’s murder? The television show Brothers and Sisters would not exist if it weren’t for generations of bad behavior and miscommunication!

And, of course, if Joseph had not been exiled, Joseph never would have moved to Egypt and had his great adventure. And next week we’ll see that even without a single hour of family therapy, Joseph and his brothers still managed to have a spectacular reconciliation.

Proper 12, Year A, 2008

July 27, 2008 / Sarah / Leave a comment

Today, we get to Jacob’s love story, which ends up being a story about Esau! Remember that Jacob’s mother has sent him to her homeland to meet her brother’s daughters and to stay clear of Esau, the brother that Jacob has betrayed. Well, Jacob can run from Esau, but he cannot hide from conflict and strife. As Jacob finds out when he meets his uncle, Jacob does not have the lock on trickery in his family!

Before our passage today, Jacob reaches the well of the town. (Remember we’ve already learned that the well is the place to meet the ladies in the Bible.) He sees Rachel the shepherdess from afar. The scripture reads, “And it happened when Jacob saw Rachel daughter of Laban his mother’s brother and the sheep of Laban his mother’s brother that he stepped forward. . .” Jacob’s story is not entirely romantic. Yes, he seems enamored of Rachel, but he is just as enamored of the sheep-which represent Laban’s wealth. Marrying Rachel will make Jacob’s mother happy and will make him a wealthy man.

But Jacob has one serious problem. Rachel, like Jacob, is a second born. Jacob has been subverting “the way things ought to be” for years now. He has stolen birthrights and blessings and he has run away from the consequences. Yet, here we find Jacob again, eager to bring his subversive behavior to his extended family. Well, unfortunately for him, Laban has a lot more in common with Rebekah than Isaac. Laban is sharp as a tack and ruthless to boot.

Jacob offers to work seven years to earn the right to marry Rachel. And after all that time when the wedding day finally comes, Jacob discovers he’s been had. Laban has substituted his weak-eyed oldest daughter, Leah, for his beautiful second born Rachel. Jacob still gets the sheep, but he doesn’t get the girl.

Jacob has finally been out-trickstered. For seven years he has worked his tail off, and the whole time Laban coolly watched him, knowing marrying Rachel was not in the stars for Jacob. But Jacob is persistent, and he loves Rachel and commits to working seven more years to earn her hand in marriage.

Can you imagine what family dinners were like with this group? Poor Leah gets stuck married to someone who does not love her. Rachel and Jacob long for each other but can’t do anything to change their situation. And you know Laban is the kind of father-in-law who presides over dinner looking entirely amused by the whole situation. Their households must have been filled with tension. In fact, Jacob has not been able to relax since his betrayal of Esau. Nothing works smoothly from that moment on.

Even after Jacob marries Rachel, their domestic life does not settle down into harmonic bliss. How could it? Two sisters are suddenly pitted against one another for the affection of one man and the power of being the favored wife. (I love my sister, but I’m not about to let her share Matt with me.) The sisters go through years of painful reproductive tensions as they try to out-breed each other so that they can “win” power over the other. Like Jacob’s grandmother Sarah, they even throw their maids at Jacob until between the two wives and two maids, the family has twelve sons and at least one daughter between them.

Finally the tension of still living with Laban becomes too much and after Joseph, the 11th of the 12 boys is born, Jacob gathers his flocks, wives, and children and puts some space between himself and Laban. Naturally however, in that parting was a bit of trickery on both sides and so the parting is very filled with tension. At one point, when Jacob hears that Laban is coming after him, he tells his wives they have the option of going back to their father’s land. Finally, FINALLY, their complicated family bands together as the women speak in unison and say

Do we still have any share in the inheritance of our father’s house? Why, we have been counted by him as strangers, for he has sold us, and he has wholly consumed our money. For whatever wealth God has reclaimed from our father is ours and our children’s and so, whatever God has said to you, do.

For the first time, we get to hear what Rachel and Leah think about this whole situation. The only dialogue we’ve heard from them is related to their competition to have children. Now, they are given the opportunity to have a voice and to finally express their frustration and their anger at having been sold to Jacob by Laban.

This family is tired. They are tired of the conflict between Jacob and Laban. They are tired of the conflict between Rachel and Leah. They are tired of the conflict between each of the wives and Jacob.

The three band together and begin. . .you guessed it. . .a journey. And we know enough about Genesis now to know that if a character is on a journey, we ought to pay attention because something big is going to happen.

Remember, that all the years of conflict, all the years of discontent and emotional discomfort began with Jacob’s betrayal of Esau. So, it makes sense that they should end with Esau, too. And while the editors of the lectionary don’t include Jacob and Esau’s final confrontation, I think the whole arc of Jacob’s story is leading us to that climactic event.

While Jacob, Rachel, Leah and their family are on the journey, Jacob gets word that Esau is in the neighborhood. Not only that, but that Esau has 400 men with him.

To say that this makes Jacob nervous is a giant understatement. Esau owed Jacob some serious payback and Jacob is fully aware of the risk of meeting with his brother. So because Jacob is very, very brave he sends the following people in front of him: the slavegirls and their children, then Leah and her children, then Rachel and Joseph. Only then does Jacob present himself to his brother. I’m not sure what Jacob is doing here. Maybe he’s trying to say, “Look at all these cute little children I support! If you kill me they will suffer. You don’t want little children to suffer, do you?” When Jacob and Esau finally meet face-to-face, Jacob bows down before him seven times.

Years of tension and fear coalesce into this moment, but Esau does not take his revenge. Instead, Esau throws his arms around his brother and weeps.

All of Jacob’s story has been leading to this moment and Jacob is met with such grace and forgiveness that he no longer has to strive and struggle. In fact, in many ways the reconciliation is the end of Jacob’s story. We hear more about him, yes, particularly when Rachel dies in childbirth shortly after the reconciliation, but the focus of the narrative shifts to Joseph, Rachel’s first son. The reconciliation is so powerful that Jacob can literally stop-stop manipulating, stop tricking, stop running-and can enter his old age with some dignity.

In our prayer book, one of the possible offertory sentences, based on verses in the fifth chapter of Matthew reads, “If you are offering your gift to the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother, and then come offer your gift.”

We are invited to join Jacob and Esau in the work of forgiveness and reconciliation. We are asked not to receive Eucharist when we are harboring resentment or a grudge or are in the middle of a feud. And that is not to punish us, but to give us a motivation to reconcile. Because when we are not reconciled with someone we love, nothing feels right. And let me say that I am not naïve, and I fully understand that there are times when a violation is so deep, or someone is so entrenched in patterns of bad behavior that reconciliation is not even an option. However, at the very least, for everyday grudges and misunderstandings and trickery, we are called to seek reconciliation.

Forgiveness and reconciliation is extremely difficult work, but it is the exact work Christians are called to do. We are uniquely positioned to forgive and seek forgiveness because we have each experienced the profound love, grace and forgiveness of Christ. Like Jacob, we each know what it means to be fully accepted by God, warts and all. We know what it means to be offered a second chance, to have our slates wiped clean. Thus, we are able to take a deep breath, swallow our pride and offer that chance to others.

And if you have not experienced that grace of God; if you have not had a moment of awareness of Christ’s forgiveness, know that God waits for you. He waits to show you love so deep and wide that it can forgive any harm you have caused another and make you feel so accepted and whole that you could even forgive those who have hurt you. After all, our God is a God who could love Jacob. He’ll definitely love you.

Proper 11, Year A, 2008

July 20, 2008 / Sarah / Leave a comment

Preaching on Genesis this summer feels a little bit like preaching about a serial soap opera.

Last time we met Jacob, he had just stolen his brother’s blessing. Will Esau kill him or will Jacob get away?

However, passages like this week’s remind us that Genesis is not just about family drama-the Book of Genesis is about God’s utter commitment to developing a relationship with the human family.

Before we get to Jacob’s life changing encounter, though, let’s recap where we are.

Last week we talked about how Jacob was a manipulative, greedy creep who stole both his brother’s birthright and his father’s blessing. The implications of this were that the second-born Jacob usurped the role properly belonging to his older brother Esau. Esau was not happy about any of this, and threatened to kill Jacob.

What we did not talk about last week was the fact that in the midst of all of this, Esau got married to a Hittite woman. The Hittites were the local girls. The families of Rebekah and Isaac were miles away and apparently Rebekeah did not care for these local girls too much! The last verse of Chapter 27 reads, “And Rebekah said to Isaac, ‘I loathe my life because of these Hittite women! If Jacob takes a wife from Hittite women like these, from the native girls, what good to me is life?'”.

Hee! Now, I know none of YOU feel that way about your daughters-in-law, but I’ve heard that this feeling may not be isolated to the fine women of Paddan-Aram, like Rebekah.

Rebekah’s irritation is relevant to us today, because instead of just telling Jacob to run to the hills to escape Esau, Rebekah tells him to run for the hills in the direction of Paddan-Aram so that he can go to Laban’s house and meet a nice girl. Rebekah once again exerts her power over the men in her life to simultaneously save her son’s life and get a daughter-in-law she can live with. I love the character of Rebekah, but I don’t think I’d want to serve on a committee with her! She is a tough cookie.

So, Jacob takes off in the general direction of his uncle’s house. He travels all alone, which is unusual for Genesis, where people usually travel in family groups or at least have some servants with them. He is isolated, maybe lonely, hopefully feeling some measure of remorse. He is journeying to an unknown future and has put the relationship with his family in jeopardy. Jacob, for all his bravado and manipulations of the past, is probably feeling as vulnerable as he has ever felt in his life.

He is alone, the sky is growing dark, so he pulls up a stone for a pillow and goes to sleep. Remember, Jacob is not a spiritual guy. We have no previous indication that Jacob was interested in God at all. Though Abraham and Isaac were both faithful in their way, Jacob seems pretty dis-interested in following God.

Jacob may not be interested in God, but God is very interested in Jacob.

After Jacob falls asleep on his hard pillow, he has a dream. This dream is trippy. In the dream, he sees a big ladder that stretches all the way to the heavens. Angels are floating or walking up and down this ladder and then, before Jacob has time to absorb these wild images, God speaks. God identifies himself as the God of Jacob’s father and grandfather. God then goes on to repeat the promises he has made to Abraham to Jacob: Jacob will be the father of a great people who will stretch all over the earth. Jacob will own land. The families of the world will be blessed through Jacob’s family. And finally, God will not leave Jacob until his promise is complete.

Jacob is not the only person over the course of time to whom God has presented himself through dreams and visions. God interjecting himself into our subconscious when we least expect it is one of the ways he communicates to us.

The great theologian Augustine tells of his conversion experience in his great book of Confessions. Augustine was a lot like Jacob, actually. He was famously self-absorbed, and got into a lot of “romantic” trouble to boot. God intervened in his life in the following way:

“Such things I said, weeping in the most bitter sorrow of my heart. And suddenly I hear a voice from some nearby house, a boy’s voice or a girl’s voice, I do not know: but it was a sort of sing-song, repeated again and again, “Take and read, take and read.” I ceased weeping and immediately began to search my mind most carefully as to whether children were accustomed to chant these words in any kind of game and I could not remember that I had ever heard any such thing. Damming back the flood of my tears I arose, interpreting the incident as quite certainly a divine command to open my book of Scripture and read the passage at which I should open. . . .So I was moved to return to the place where Alypius was sitting, for I had put down the Apostles book there when I arose. I snatched it up, opened it and in silence read the passage upon which my eyes first fell: Not in rioting and drunkenness, not in chambering and impurities, not in contention and envy, but put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ and make not provision for the flesh in its concupisecenses. I had no wish to read further and no need. For in that instant, with the very ending of the sentence, it was as though a light of utter confidence shone in all my heart, and all the darkness of uncertainty vanished away.”*

And if you think these kind of experiences are relegated to great theologians of the 400 hundreds, think again. Anne LaMott, a hilarious and insightful writer struggled with alcohol, drugs and relationships throughout her early adulthood. One day, in the midst of a very dark time, she had the following experience:

“After awhile, as I lay there, I became aware of someone with me, hunkered down in the corner, and I just assumed it was my father, whose presence I had felt over the years when I was frightened and alone. The feeling was so strong that I actually turned on the light for a moment to make sure no one was there-of course, there wasn’t. But after a while, in the dark again, I knew beyond any doubt that it was Jesus. I felt him as surely as I feel my dog lying nearby as I write this.

And I was appalled. I thought about my life and my brilliant hilarious progressive friends, I thought about what everyone would think of me if I became a Christian, and it seemed an utterly impossible thing that simply could not be allowed to happen. I turned to the wall and said out loud, “I would rather die.”

I just felt him sitting there on his haunches in the corner of my sleeping loft, watching me with patience and love, and I squinched my eyes shut, but that didn’t help because that ‘s not what I was seeing him with.

Finally, I fell asleep, and in the morning, he was gone.”**

Jacob, Augustine, Anne LaMott: all three had memorable, personal, transformative experiences with the living God. Each of them experience God’s personal, intimate desire to be in relationship with them and to heal them. All three of them go on to become faithful followers of God, who do their best to live in such a way that is pleasing to God.

What is wonderful, is that none of them lose their identity and character when they begin following God: Anne LaMott continues to be creative and irreverent, Augustine continued to be passionate and articulate. And Jacob. . .well, Jacob continued to be a bit of a pain in the neck. For whatever reason, our lectionary cuts our reading off a few verses before it actually ends. After Jacob has this profound encounter with the God of his fathers, he gets all excited and marks the spot, but then he goes on to say:

“If God will be with me, and will keep me in this way that I go, and will give me bread to eat and clothing to wear, 21 so that I come again to my father’s house in peace, then the LORD shall be my God, 22 and this stone, which I have set up for a pillar, shall be God’s house; and of all that you give me I will surely give one tenth to you.”

Jacob cracks me up. He has a profound, personal encounter with God and then tries to bargain with God! Instead of just thanking God and moving on, Jacob tells God that if God gives him food, and clothes and safe travels then the monument he builds will be God’s house and then Jacob will give a tenth of all he has to God.

I don’t know if God has a face, but I would have loved to see God’s face when Jacob came back with a counter-offer to God’s promise! I picture God rolling his eyes, shrugging his shoulders and shaking his head a little, “These humans. . .”

Lucky for Jacob, God seems to take Jacob’s response with a grain of salt and continues to show faithfulness to Jacob and Jacob’s descendents. God reminds us, through Jacob, and Augustine and Anne that his faithfulness to us is not our behavior, our attitudes, our nice-ness. God pursues us and wants us for his own no matter how disordered our lives are. He chases after us, and reaches out for us and reveals himself to us even when we are least expecting it and not at all prepared.

The idea that we could be adequately prepared to meet the living God is pure arrogance. Thank goodness He comes when we’re not ready, or we might never encounter him at all!

*Augustine, Confessions, Hacket Publishing Company: Indianapolis/Cambridge, 1993, p. 146.

** Lamott, Anne, Traveling Mercies, Anchor Books: New York, 1999, pp. 49-50.

Proper 10, Year A, 2008

July 13, 2008 / Sarah / Leave a comment

Ah, siblings. Those members of our family that we do not choose and yet with whom as children we are forced to co-habitate. Siblings can be our best friends or can undermine us our whole lives. They can support us in times of trouble or disappear when the going gets tough. Siblings can compliment us one moment and take the wind out of our sails the next. No one knows us like a sibling. No one else has shared our family stories, and yet an adult sibling can feel like a stranger. But one thing is sure, very few tales of siblings tops the epic battle of Jacob and Esau.

Even before they were born, Jacob and Esau were doomed to be opposed to one another. Our reading today picks up at the 19^th verse of the chapter, but the very first verse reads like this:

Abraham took another wife, whose name was Keturah. 2 She bore him Zimran, Jokshan, Medan, Midian, Ishbak, and Shuah. 3 Jokshan was the father of Sheba and Dedan. The sons of Dedan were Asshurim, Letushim, and Leummim. 4 The sons of Midian were Ephah, Epher, Hanoch, Abida, and Eldaah. All these were the children of Keturah. 5 Abraham gave all he had to Isaac.

Yes, you heard that right, Abraham disinherited all his children but Isaac. They had not betrayed him. They had not done anything wrong. And yet, perhaps out of an understanding of God’s promise, perhaps out of guilt for what happened on Mt. Moriah, Abraham leaves all that he has to Isaac. Already, one generation before Jacob and Esau seeds of sibling dissension are sown.

To further complicate their relationship, when Rebekah is pregnant with the twins, she receives a vision that tells her that instead of the elder son being the big shot, as was the tradition of the times, the younger son was going to usurp the elder’s role.

And thus, the environment that would lead to trickery and stupidity and unfairness was born. In my family, fairness was incredibly important, so I find this story very stressful!

I grew up with one sister, Marianne, whom many of you have met. She is three and a half years younger than I am, and if we had one tenet growing up it was the importance of being fair.

My parents were very clear that they loved us equally. If I was their favorite twelve year old, then she was their favorite eight year old. If I got a portable stereo for my tenth birthday, she got a portable stereo for her tenth birthday. My sister and I took this to heart. Every year, the Easter Bunny visited us and left a trail of jelly beans from our beds to our Easter baskets. Now, our beds were different distances from the baskets, and so we ended up with uneven numbers of jelly beans. To solve this terrible crisis, we would pool our jelly beans, divide them by color, distribute them equally between us by those colors, and give any leftover flavors and all the licorice jelly beans, to our parents.

You might say our interest in fairness was even a bit compulsive.

And while Marianne would occasionally bribe me with small amounts of cash to make her bed for her, neither of us would have thought to deceive the other of any family rights or inheritances. We would have thought it mean. . .even un-Christian.

Yet here we are, with one of the seminal families of the Bible. Here we are with Jacob, who will become father to the twelve tribes of Israel. And it turns out that Jacob is a sneaky, advantage-taking, conniving meanie-pants. Jacob is not fair.

Jacob did have a little help getting this way. Instead of his parents banding together, they each chose a favorite child. It is almost as if they did not have any copies of Dr. Spock lying around from which to learn! Isaac chooses Esau, the hunter as his favorite.. Rebekeh chooses Jacob, the gardener. Maybe Jacob is not manly enough for his dad. Maybe his dad just does not know how to love two sons equally since he never had it modeled for him. Whatever the case, the boys grow up in opposition to each other.

And then one fateful day, Esau is reallllllly hungry. Did Jacob know his brother was always starving after a hunt? Was it just happenstance that Jacob was cooking this flavorful red lentil stew when Esau returned from the field? We’ll never know. What we do know is that Esau is willing to sacrifice his birthright for a hearty meal. He might not be the brightest bulb in the drawer. The words used to describe the way Esau eats are words normally used for how animals east. Esau is portrayed as a dense, unthinking pig of a man.

By giving up his birthright, Esau is giving up the right to lead his family after his father dies. He is also giving up a double share of his family’s inheritance. Jacob’s actions are certainly manipulative, but Esau was just as responsible for the choice as Jacob!

Where Esau really gets the short end of the stick is when it actually comes time for Isaac to give his blessing. Jacob has already won the birthright, but he wants his father’s dying blessing, too. Isaac has become blind in his old age, and asks Esau to go and hunt some game and fix him a nice stew and then Isaac will bless him. Esau goes off to hunt, but Rebekah, who prefers Jacob, has heard this whole exchange. She finds Jacob, tells him what is going on, and then instructs him to get two goats from the flock so she can make a stew. She quickly makes the stew, dresses Jacob in Esau’s clothes, and has him wear the goat skins so that he feels furry to blind Isaac. Isaac is fooled, and blesses Jacob, who he thinks is Esau. When poor Esau comes back from the field, he asks for his blessing, but Isaac only had one blessing to give. When he hears this, Esau cries:

‘”Do you have only one blessing, my father? Bless me, even me also, O my father.” So Esau lifted his voice and wept.’

Have you ever heard of anything more heartbreaking? The desire to be blessed and loved by our parents is deeply rooted in us. Not receiving that love can cause a lifetime of struggle and regret. Esau is deeply, deeply pained by the whole experience.

Esau does not take the slight lying down. He immediately concocts a plan to kill Jacob and Jacob gets out of town fast! The next few weeks we will track Jacob on his long journey. Will he live? Will he be killed? Will he fall in love with a pair of sisters? Only time will tell.

In the meantime we’re left with the struggle of why meanie Jacob gets to be the heir and the father of the twelve tribes of Israel? We’re left with questions about why God doesn’t choose the most fair and honest among us to lead. Why is God not fair?

We’ll be struggling with the question through the rest of Old Testament, I’m afraid. God has a bad habit of choosing people that do not meet our criteria. He chooses leaders who are scrawny, and unfaithful, and murderous. He chooses leaders that are more passionate than pious, more clever than kind.

But God does not let those leaders stay that way. I promise you that Jacob will have some profoundly transforming experiences over the next few weeks. God’s willingness to choose broken, imperfect people to do his work is really good news for us. It means even on our grumpiest, most mean spirited days, there exists the possibility that God will use us for good. This also means that God is not done with us. Even if we’re wounded souls whose parents chose our sibling over us, or vice versa, God will push us and deepen us to face all the hurt of rejection, but then to grow as a result of our experiences, rather than staying mired in resentment.

To do God’s work we may, like Jacob, need to get out of Dodge, and out of the way of the family that we have hurt. Or, like Esau, we may need to leave town and get a little space from a family that failed to live up to expectations.

There is a time for reconciliation, and we will get to see Esau and Jacob’s reconciliation in a few weeks, but there is also a time to flee our families of origin and explore our identities as individuals God has made, rather than staying entrenched in family dynamics that are hurtful.

And if you make a journey like Jacob’s, watch out! God may use you to create something larger than you could ever have dreamed.

Amen.

Proper 8, Year A, 2008

June 29, 2008 / Sarah / 2 Comments

What in the world is happening? What was good is now evil. What was clear is now blurry. The stars might as well have fallen out of the sky. The ocean might as well have reclaimed the land. Everything is wrong and disoriented and awful.

God has asked Abraham to kill Isaac.

Not only has God asked Abraham to kill Isaac, when God gives Abraham the instructions to do so, God seems to have forgotten who Abraham is. Robert Alter, an Old Testament Scholar, points out that we seem to be hearing one side of a two-sided conversation. The Hebrew reads, “Take pray, your son, your only one, whom you love, Isaac. . .” And you can almost hear Abraham saying, “But I have two sons. What about Ishmael? I love both of them. Oh, you mean Isaac.” From the very beginning of the conversation Abraham is disoriented, we the readers are disoriented, the whole world seems disoriented.

After all, we’ve just spent several weeks with Abraham and Sarah, a rare opportunity to spend more than one Sunday on any particular Biblical character. We have journeyed with them. We have joyfully and with trepidation followed behind them as they took the risk to follow God in the first place. We have waited, and waited, and waited with them for the birth of their long-promised child, Isaac. And when Sarah and Abraham were finally blessed with the squirming squealing newborn we laughed with them in astonishment that God’s blessing actually came true, despite the incredible odds against that blessing.

Now should be the time for celebration. Now should be the time to raise Isaac into a responsible young man. Now should be the time of passing the torch from one generation to the next. Instead, God seems poised to rip the promise he has made right out of Abraham’s faithful hands.

Strangely, Abraham does not even argue. And Abraham knows how to argue with God. In fact, in Chapter 19 of Genesis, Abraham goes head to head with God over the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah. God wants to destroy the cities, but Abraham’s nephew Lot and his family live there. Abraham bargains with God until God agrees that if even ten people in the city are righteous, he will not destroy Sodom and Gomorrah. The argument finally resolves when God enables the righteous Lot and his family to escape, and then destroys the city. Abraham may not have affected the ultimate outcome, but he did learn that he is allowed to argue with God.

But now, when his son’s life depends on it, Abraham does not argue. Abraham is silent and obedient. Abraham splits wood, gathers a cleaver and some rope, calls to Isaac and begins the journey up the mountain. They must have left early in the morning, maybe even before Sarah awoke. I imagine she would have had a thing or two to say to Abraham if she knew what he was doing.

We are not given any information about Abraham’s thoughts or emotions during this test. We don’t know if he really believes he is going to have to kill Isaac or whether he trusts God to find another way. All we know is that he makes the trip, reluctant step by reluctant step. We know he piles the wood, binds his son’s arms and legs, and lifts his cleaver.

What we have here seems more like a script from a horror movie than a biblical passage.

When we talk about God in the Church, we have a tendency to focus on the love of Jesus or on the power of the Holy Spirit. We talk about intimacy with God, tenderness, grace, acceptance. We talk about God in ways that make us comfortable. We think about God in ways that do not challenge the ways we live. Because God has been mediated through Jesus, we forget that God is a consuming fire. We forget that God is powerful and that the sacrifice God wants is us, and as we say in the Eucharistic prayer, “our selves, our souls and bodies.”

But God is a consuming fire. God’s love is powerful and devouring.

And it is this love that motivates God to test Abraham.

God has taken a big risk with Abraham. He has staked a future with Abraham and his offspring. This did not work out well with Adam and Eve. Even Noah dissolved into a drunken mess after awhile. God is trying one more time and he wants to make sure he gets it right. So, he tests Abraham.

God wants all of Abraham. He wants all of Abraham’s passion and love and commitment. He wants Abraham’s devotion so much, God is willing to see if he will sacrifice his very future, his beloved son, his promised blessing, to prove that devotion.

God tests Abraham to make sure he is the kind of man that will follow God in any situation.

And Abraham passes God’s test.

And we are left feeling ambivalent and uncomfortable because in passing God’s test, Abraham showed his willingness to commit a horrible act, an act so abusive and traumatizing that we cannot fully celebrate Abraham’s success.

We do not know exactly how we are supposed to interpret this difficult passage. We do know that Abraham saw God in a new way after the test, and in fact the words see, eyes, and look are peppered throughout this passage. Moriah even means “he sees”. Abraham’s trip up the mountain was a transformative experience for him as well as for God. Abraham learns that God will provide for him even in the moment of greatest need and God learns that Abraham will be faithful to Him even at great personal cost. Yet still, we feel tension.

And perhaps we are meant to remain in that tension. Tension helps us not get too comfortable with God. Tension prevents us from taking God’s will for us too lightly. Tension prevents us from us taking God’s sacrifice too lightly.

After all, Isaac’s horrible story sheds light on another Son who traveled up a hill, carrying the very wood on which he would be killed.

Perhaps this story helps us remember that other story, the story we honor with Easter bunnies, pastel dresses and decorated eggs. This story helps us remember Jesus’ story was filled with fear and dread, too.

Perhaps Abraham’s story reminds us that though Abraham passed his test, as a human race we were unable to remain faithful to God. But God was willing to make the same sacrifice he asked of Abraham. And that sacrifice was brutal and cruel and bloody. Perhaps, as we imagine the pain Abraham experienced, we are to discern a bit of what God experienced when his own Son was sacrificed. God was willing to give us all of himself, so that we could be in relationship with Him.

In any case, this passage reminds us, as Charley told us last week, that grace is not cheap. Discipleship is not easy. A relationship with God demands that we give to God all that we consider most dear, even at great personal cost.